Persistence

Persistence

Desert SunA new digital image available in my Society6 store located under Home Decor & Gifts in my site Menu.

Persistence: Is it a Virtue or Merely a Mad Delusion?

Aesop insisted the tortoise’s dogged persistence would triumph over Jack Rabbit starts.  Coincidentally, I have much in common with Mr. Tortoise:  I am homebound (“Thanks, COVID.”), I have no fast-twitch muscles of which I am aware, and optimism (or perhaps faith in effort) lures us forward each step of the way.  A pinch more self-confidence might help- indeed, there are those who get by with not much else!  But I do believe that persistence pays a reasonable return.  in other words, provided I maintain reasonable goals and expectations, nothing but myself stands in my way.

Wrapping both fists tightly around that guiding belief, I set about to re-create a new website for myself.  I began around Christmas time and by February 1, I had a website I liked- at least on my desktop computer.  A few issues remain on smaller devices and I am mentally steeling my resolve to correct those in the coming week.

While squeezing the living daylights out of my belief in persistence, I placed an order for some succulent seeds.  I had become enamored with a strange succulent someone posted in social media and after searching for it on the WORLDwide (emphasis on the word “world”) web, I located seeds.  Yes, SEEDS!  I was suffering from the audacious belief that I could grow a rare succulent from the ground up- literally!  The website appeared professional and gave me no reason to doubt that I had just purchased seeds from a vendor in New York.  However, 2 weeks later I received an email informing me that my package had just left China.  The packages’s arrival strengthened my suspicions.  Apparently I ordered a fifth packet of seed- not a succulent, by the way.  So, 1000 tiny “seeds” had arrived from China.  I have about 8 seedlings to show for it-  ALL from the fifth packet of seeds!

Nearly 6 weeks later, I swallowed my pride and purchased cuttings from a woman in Washington state.  I hope to chronicle the growth of four cacti- green thumbs crossed!

In the Studio

Check out the “Pirate Boston terrier” in my watercolor gallery.  My sister’s Boston Terrier, Maggie, lost her eye in late December in a freak accident.  I painted her as a pirate and gifted it to my lil’ sis for her birthday.

I have returned to the realm of digital art.  As I continue to gain mastery of Illustrator, I developed a customizable print using my Mimosa motif I created this summer.  I saw customized nursery art while surfing the web one night and loved the idea! I am working on a rocket theme customizable print as well. What do you think of them? (Check them out in my shop and in my Salt & Soul market.)  I am also excited about Desert Sun– a bold graphic art print available in my Society6 shop on a variety of products.

And although I am spending more time in front of the screen, I still paint regularly.  I am currently working on a watercolor image of an opossum surrounded by foliage and sweet flowers.  I like to imagine this hanging in a nursery, boy’s or girl’s!  I am giving you a sneak peak in this post. 

 

 

And last- but certainly not least!  I have embarked on #The100DaysProject.  This project challenges creatives to hone in on one thing for 100 days.  Some may take the extreme approach and only draw noses for 100 days.  Others may adopt a looser approach and simply commit to sketching every day for 100 days.  I have settled in the middle of this continuum and am getting to visually know flowers and plants better.  My goal is to expand my mental library of plants so I don’t rely on references quite so much.  I have included my sketch of Cosmos, with and without color.

Help me name my opossum!

Leave your suggestions in the comment box.

See you next time,

Renee

Free Range Memories on a Pandemically Modified Turkey-day

Free Range Memories on a Pandemically Modified Turkey-day

For many, the holidays consist of a series of days marked by frenetic busy-ness and large doses of overstimulation.  The long lists of gifts to buy, food to cook, rooms to clean and decorations to set out effectually become blinders, narrowing our vision to the tunneled exposure of the task at hand.

What spots?

I wear such blinders more often than not, but this Thanksgiving the pandemic changed the narrative.  There was still cooking to be done and the impending impact of Christmas to consider, but I began to examine my relationship to Thanksgiving, and in turn to the many other ritualized moments of our lives.

When I began to examine my reaction to a covid-altered Thanksgiving, I had to go back to the beginning.  What was Thanksgiving to me?  And only when I took Thanksgiving out of its present context could I begin to grasp my relationship to it.

For me Thanksgiving will always be at my Grandmother’s, with my Nanny, grandfather, parents, sister, and step-siblings.  With women working together in the kitchen to bring together the last minute details and my dad grumbling about the green-bean casserole, again.  It was red ice-cubes made of frozen Hawaiian Punch served with 7-Up.  The grown-ups always ate at the kitchen table and the rest of us ate around a game table.  This was my Rockwell-worthy Thanksgiving, and it could ONLY reside in the past.  

This year we experienced our first Thanksgiving meal as a family of four at our own table.  I set out my wedding china and crystal to commemorate the special occasion.  I looked at my children, tall, self-aware, teetering on the brink of adulthood, and I wondered what their Rockwell-worthy Thanksgiving would look like when they too stood on the hill of mid-life looking back.

That’s the thing about memories; they surprise us.  We can’t begin to know which moments will burn indelibly into our beings, becoming defining experiences against which all others are measured.  

Psychedelic Poinsettias: An infinitely repeating pattern inspired by my childhood in the early 1970’s.

In the Studio

I have been bouncing around in the studio between small sketchbooks and larger canvases. I have smeared acrylic with my fingers, experimented with gouache, created digitally, and played in watercolor, of course.

I am addicted to the process of learning and am simultaneously working through an online perspective course, teaching myself how to create a website (thanks for hanging with me!), learning about gouache, and working through an online course to encourage a more intuitive creative process.

One of my small victories has been a long time coming- my own online shop. Currently I am offering greeting cards as I ease into this new adventure. I will be offering small prints in the near future as well. If you haven’t seen the shop, be sure to check it out by clicking on Shop in the Navigation menu.

Some of the season’s art experiences have found their way into my Society6 store- check out my Steampunk Snowmen, my Holiday Anglerfish, and the Psychedelic Poinsettias (Society6 in the Navigation menu).

And if you shop locally, I am excited to be a part of Salt and Soul- an online market in Tulsa featuring local goods, arts, and services.

Inktober Week 3: Advice from a Pachyderm on Honoring Intentions & Authenticity

Inktober Week 3: Advice from a Pachyderm on Honoring Intentions & Authenticity

Oct. 21 & 22 “Sunflower” “Watering Can”

On October 21, I opened the door to a large white elephant, who now stands in my studio space- long trunk curled delicately around my nib pen and newly inked freckles splashed across his face. I resented his intrusion at first, but after a lengthy conversation- we found we see eye to eye (as long as I am standing on a step-stool!)

There are ONLY seven days in a week- but I skipped THREE prompts this week. There! I said it. That is NOT to say I didn’t create everyday; I did. Nevertheless, sharp pangs of guilt and resentment- resentment at the “things” that got in my way and perhaps a little resentment at the prompts themselves- pricked millions of little holes in my happiness. So, I took a tiny bit of time to think about my priorities in life and art.

Over a cup of chamomile tea and a handful of peanuts, my guest helped me realize blindly following a random list of words was not the way to reach my goals, honor my intentions, or guide my day. That might sound like I just wrote off the whole idea of Inktober. Nope. Quite the contrary!

The spirit of the challenge is the key- not the prompt list I choose. The opportunity to share my work with others and see their work during this lovefest of a month provides momentum, encouragement, and support. It’s up to me to honor my intentions and respect my authenticity. And if that means I miss a few prompts, then so be it.

I had so much fun creating all the images presented here. Too much fun! I hope you enjoy them. And remember, I will give away one 8×10 print of an Inktober artwork in November. To win, subscribe to this blog and leave a comment. Each comment is an entry- so if this is your first time, I hope you will visit previous posts.

Blueberry Buzz Oct. 15 “Berry Branch”
Oct. 19 “Bird Feeder” Carbon Ink & Watercolor
Oct. 20 “Chinese Lantern Plant” Carbon Ink & Gold Ink

Inktober Week One:  How the Sandwich Saved my Art

Inktober Week One: How the Sandwich Saved my Art

candy skull pattern by Sparrowshine Designs

“Best thing since sliced bread!”-  or in my case, cold cuts!  Why do I overlook the humble cold cut sandwich for dinner?  No stove, no oven, no dishes, no worries!  And that means more time to make art.  And goodness knows I need as much time as I can get this month.  The first week has been a whirlwind- 

I have experienced so much in the first week of Inktober that I know October 31 will find me much improved.  And the promise of growth motivates me to keep going!  Many experienced artists advise new Inktober participants to be easy on themselves, plan projects that work within their time constraints, and don’t fret missing a day.  Well-  that’s not me.  To play with Eliot’s immortal words, if I goof up this Inktober, I will “go out with a bang- not a whimper!”

To that end- each and every composition I have created this week relies on a calligraphy brush.  Not a marker, or fineliner, or even a nib.  I am familiarizing myself with a few calligraphy brushes.  I have added color with watercolor and photoshop when I could do so within the 24 hour deadline.  But pushing to finish a piece so quickly leaves me feeling as though I could have done better.  So, I have decided this month I will accrue a number of inked pieces which I can color later.

Each prompt includes the potential for surprise- and sometimes I need to remind myself of this.    In the final days of September I created thumbnail sketches for a few of my favorite prompts.  but other prompts caught me unaware and unprepared.  Potted plant was one of those- and I surprised myself by creating two inked line drawings!  Bird nest was one of my quick idea sketches and I executed it late one evening.  The end result was “cute”- not my usual style.  I hastily filmed a reel and posted to Pinterest.  SURPRISE!  Eighteen hours later I had over 2,000 views and a “like” from Ohn Mar Win.  OMG!  I didn’t see that coming!

So, now a surprise for you.  I plan to give away one print from one of my Inktober drawings when Inktober is complete.  How to enter?  First- subscribe to this blog. Be sure to confirm your subscription. Then, simply respond to this post with a comment about one of my Inktober drawings.  I will enter your name in the drawing.  The winner will receive an 8×10 print.  (If the winner resides outside of the continental United States, I will send a small mini-print instead.)

Enjoy the show! I’m off to stock up on cold cuts and sliced bread!

Changes at the Hive:                A Mother’s Brief Reflection

Changes at the Hive: A Mother’s Brief Reflection

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I just moved my first born to college last week.  It’s an emotional milestone, one every parent dreams of and dreads.  If I have done my job right, she will flourish and maybe even resent coming home during the summer months.  That thought alone frightens me and breaks my heart.   I cannot escape the knowledge that my role (and to some degree, identity) as a parent has altered irrevocably.  If I am honest, the past few months I have seen very little of my daughter.  She spent three months (or more, thanks to COVID) cramming in as much time with her friends as possible.  So a house without her was nearly normal by the time Aug 13 rolled around.  But the loss of the POTENTIAL interaction saddens me.  I no longer entertain the notions we might cook together, shop together, or share the random hug.

I spent the morning in a motherly fluster- much like a pregnant woman who is said to “ready the nest” right before the arrival of a baby- but in reverse.  Mine is gone and I set to work scrubbing floors, scouring the grooves in the cupboard doors with a toothbrush, and all-around looking busy.  I say looking busy, because when I stopped to breathe I had made so little progress!

The house may be a disaster, but I am in a creative whirlwind of sorts- okay, maybe just a little whirl.  But I have so many ideas working and I want to put my fingers into so many projects!  I am continuing to create designs for my Society6 shop and am in the middle of two surface pattern design collections.  Yes, two.  Because I have a hard time finishing things!  I get distracted by some new shiny thing and off I go.  I watercolor in the cool morning air before the family gets up.  (You can see my watercolor meditations on my Instagram feed.)  But the allure of acrylics and oils and larger projects beckons.  Perhaps with the changing seasons, when it is no longer comfortable to sit in the path of the rising sun, I will return to my hidden corner at the top of the house and spread out the tubes of creamy acrylics.

Today I share with you a cheerful print I made in tandem with one of my pattern collections.    This began with a humble bee painted with carbon ink and a bamboo calligraphy brush.  Then I scanned it and opened it in Illustrator to create an infinitely repeating and scalable pattern.  After that I styled the text for the affirmation- but I will be using the pattern without text for most applications.  What do you think?  Feedback is always welcome!  

Have a great week!  Be bold.  Be Beautiful.  Be Yourself!

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